After that experience and upon returning home “I realized that I no longer wanted that life. I hated my job. I felt unpleasant and guilty about the work I did for a decade. “I couldn’t stop thinking about all the things I had done and all the lives I had negatively affected with pornography and the lewd life I had been living.”
Soon he looked for a priest and spoke with him and his secretary. Those encounters, in which they told her that “God loves me,” were like “a waterfall of light” and made her long “to be someone better. “She wanted to be clean, she wanted to be happy and a great example of God’s love.”
“I have honestly fallen in love with the Catholic Church. There is such richness in faith. The Holy Trinity, the Father, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, Mary Mother of God, all the inspiring, heroic and beautiful saints, the sacraments, the history, the tradition, everything! But what has touched me the most is the Eucharist (…) something so surprising for me with Jesus physically present.”